Deep End

from Changes by Firemaid

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I don’t know why I couldn’t listen to my best friend
Couldn’t wait for the weekend
She couldn’t talk me off this damn ledge

I don’t know why I couldn’t wait for the fall to come
Couldn’t wait to go and shovel snow
Couldn’t wait to go home

I don’t know why I couldn’t wait to feel so bad
To keep on feeling like I’ve gone mad
Don’t know why I’m so sad


I don’t know why I couldn’t wait to throw my whole force
Behind the number of this dark horse
Couldn’t wait to play the game

I don’t know why I couldn’t make it to the deep end
Couldn’t bear to hear the words there
Didn’t want to let you down


Oh when you know that it might be alright
Don’t mean a thing cuz you still wanna die
Oh when you know that there’s still so much time
Don’t mean a thing cuz you don’t know why



from Changes, released October 2, 2020
Written by Kaila Baće
Produced by Luke Baće & Kaila Baće
Mixed by Luke Baće
Mastered by Bijan Sharifi
Guitars recorded and performed by Tom Tierney at Spaceman Sound in Brooklyn, NY
All other sounds recorded by Luke Baće
Violin: Anton Patzner
Drums and percussion: Matt Schory
Keyboards: Kaila Baće
Bass: Luke Baće

Artwork by Bruno Penabranca


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Firemaid is the new solo project from Kaila Baće (Big Tree, Bows). Based in the East Bay of Northern California, Kaila writes anthems for empaths, to be performed in stadiums and living rooms alike.

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